I am what I am because I am how I am how I are what I do is what I think is how I speak I put words together they flow together creating sentences creating thoughts creating who I am and who I'm not I can't define the infinite I can't define myself I go on through time past the divine you can see me and then you cant I’m here with you and then I’m gone
I’m the melody I’m the lyric I’m the song I’m everything you wanted I’m everything you rejected I’m all you hate I’m all you wish to recreate I am that I am cause I am how I am and I cant help who I am I just am who I am when I am and sometimes I write words and sometimes I make noise exclaim my joy exclaim my hate I debate within myself I go back and forth with the universe about whether the sky is up or the earth is down I am the sound you hear when nothing is playing in between the tracks on your cd I’m the sound you hear when your lost and nothing is there for miles I’mo the crowd screaming its lungs out I’mo the forest alone I’m up and down and all around I’m in and out and I am that I am that I’m not and I don’t know what I didn't know but I do know ill know it all someday and i'll be an amazing collage of yes and no and I don’t know and how about yes and maybe the next time or sorry ill see you later
I’m humanity I’m diversity I’m ethnicity I’m not you I’m not me I’m not anything I’m words and thoughts and I love yous and I love you nots I’m today I’m tommorow I’m the here and the now and the nothing in between it all I’m the numbers in your phone book I’m the call you got but never took I’m on the airwaves trying tolet you hear the voice that calls the voice that disappears I am that I am that I was and I cant tell you all that you know but I can show you the love thats brewing in your own heart and make it explode and I cant create a miracle but I can create a future I can glue the past together and make it bloom and I am not what I said I was and I am everything I told you I thought I could be I was here with you and I wasnt I laughed and I cried and I lived and I died and sometimes I did this all at the sometime sometimes I did it in and out of mixed rhyme sometimes I fought myself two knives in hand other times I watched myself from the crowd just one spectator in a million person stand
I didnt want to see what I saw but I saw what I did and I didnt know that you were lying and I didnt know that you were crying and I didnt mean to make you hurt on the inside I just wanted to show you that you bleed and blood is the color of alive and that I am living breathing dying crying all at once and sometimes I commit suicide while talking to myself hello how are you doing and it ends in an instance I’m awkward and I’m confident I’m in love and I’m so far out of the game I’m the winner and I’m the loser and the drawer and I’m never ever the same I am changing and I am growing I am staying the same and I am morphing I am all that you ever thought you couldnt be I am the dream you refused to see I am freedom and I’m a jailcell I’m all you ever talked about and all you never could say I’m the truth you could admit I’m the lie you could never tell I’m the person that you never knew I’m the stranger that you knew too well
I’m the up and I’m the down I’m the in and the out I’m the rollercoaster that keeps you riding in this little game of life I am the hipster I’m the mobster I’m the scene kid I’m the emo kid I’m all I couldn't be I’m all I ever was I am in and I am out and I am plain and I’m the word because and I can't definie myself I am just who I am when I am how I am whenever I want to be and I dont know if thats your definition of free because sometimes I carry chains and sometimes I lug around a basket full of pain but mostly I like to think I walk around with a bouquet of flowers and a couple of balloons mostly I think of the end and think god its gonna come too soon.
I am that I am that I was that I will be and my body will end but i'll live into eternity cause my song keeps singing and the blood will spill itself across the sky and I will not die because you are my son and my daughter my friend and my lover and you are attached to me a little red string from here to eternity.
